Impatient People!

Ok, I admit I am not the most patient of people! Alright, I have very short patience when it comes to certain things but some people are just over the top!!

If you have been reading my blog for long you know that I have 3 children. My oldest is 4 and my twins are 3. My oldest has been in preschool since September and my twins just started with him a few weeks ago. The bus comes and picks them all up in front of our house.

Preschool buses are different than regular school buses. With children this age they are required by law to put the kids in safety restraints...a.k.a. seat belts. They aren't just one lap belt they are a bunch of buckles that go across the kids chest and stomach. With three kids it takes a few minutes to get them all buckled in and the parent is the one required to do it!

There have been times before with just my four year old where people have gotten pissed off because they had to wait 2 freaking minutes for me to get my child buckled in. Yesterday, a guy in a truck started laying on the horn yelling things out his window and as the bus pulled away and the guy drove past us he flipped us the bird!

Give me a break people! You can see that these are SMALL children getting on the bus! It's not like I'm just standing there gossiping with the bus driver! I am strapping my kids in which is REQUIRED by law! You are not going to DIE if you have to wait 3 damned minutes while I get it done! Do you REAAAALLYY have the right to flip me off and yell obscenities at me because I am doing what the law requires for my childs safety?? Is a few minutes of your time more important than MY kids' safety? I don't freakin' think so!! All of you tough guys run your mouth but none of you have the balls to say it to my husbands face who is usually out there with me, too!

UGH! Some people just piss me the F off!!!!!!!!!

...Ok, I'm done now..thanks for reading!

The floods!

Im sure that some of you have heard about the flooding going around in this area of the country! The town we live in is known to flood as it has two major rivers that run through it! I have lived here less than a year and this is the second time I have seen it flood personally and this has been the worst flooding in awhile! Luckily our house is far enough away from the river that we haven't had any problems from it.

I do have one rant for the day..just an opinion, lol. Like I said, the rivers here are KNOWN to flood atleast once every year, usually more than that. Some of these people that were forced out of their homes are crying for fema help and boohooing about it. I want so badly to say to them that it is their own damned fault for living in a home right next to the river that you KNOW will flood! DUH! I would love to have a river view but it's not worth having to deal with flood damage every year! I don't really feel sorry for these people as it is their own fault for living there!

Anyway, here are some pics of the damage in Defiance, Ohio.

Hating Life.....

Here we go again. Been awhile again since my last post in here. I just haven't been in the right frame of mind to post in any of my blogs..or do too much of anything lately. I'm having some problems in my personal life again. My husband and I are having problems again. I've mentioned in here a few times that we separated in 2006 and got back together at the end of April 2007. Things are starting to happen all over again and I am..basically..flippin' the F out! I am scared to death about what is going to happen to us. I don't want my marriage to be over. I don't know what is going on with my husband again but he is not acting himself again, just like before. I've sunk back down into my depression. I can't eat. I can't sleep. I am barely able to do much of anything apart from making myself work every day for money. I am freaking out because I can't go through this again! I love him so much and this pain is killing me! Just be patient with me and keep your fingers crossed that things will work themselves out and I can be back to posting in here every week!